Human is such an interesting creation of GOD.. I mean even to understand someone you know does not take a second or two.. It take a lifetime... that is just people around you... How about yourself than??? Forever... for all you know... even in heavens we are still learning about yourself... though not going further to META Physic stuff...
Anyway... what is this topic about is that people change?? Well... people do change at some point in life.. I mean.. don't tell me we want to be KIDS for the rest of our lifes?? Or forever SHORT for that matter... People change.. thru time.. and not only physical appearence.. also... personalities... Emotional state... even mindset... principal in life as such.... Its just weather we reliase it or not... People around us would surely see the diffrence.. if they know you well enough...
Look at me... when i was in Lower secondary school... i was chubby... SKEMA people would called it... and to some extent... Power Hunger... people (my peers to be exact) hates me... So what??? LOL... well thats the past... Then i entered RMC (Royal Military College)... that change me alot to... it make me more of a Team Player.. relax more (NOT SKEMA la.. =) ) and taught me how to become HUMBLE... which that i was lacking... also social skill between peers... And in KMNS (Matriculation College of N9) where... that really make me grow up.. when i took the post of Vice-President JPP... (student council...) i've become more serious (not sure how to relax in stuff...).... "Panas Baran" (to an extent... Panas Baran.. is easily get MAD)... i mean what do you expect... pressure from EVERY LEVEL of society... haih.. Though all this experience.. I SURVIVE... it really took a toll on me..
I can say.. that i'm a perfectionist... (which i want to change that).... so yea.... people do change... some do like it... some wants to get the good out of it.. and still remain the same ol same ol... I want to be that.. Though without friends who can REALLY trust besides you almost 24/7... sometimes its hard to do it on you own...
To whom it may concern... I apologize for my recent behaviour... for it was not suppose to be like that... What i wrote in my previous blog.... was... mearly a gratitude that i'm glad that we are still friends and such... To whom it may be concern that is blamming yourself for this... DON'T... its not your fault... i can say...i over reacted... and i apologize... to whom who CRIED.. i did not mean to make you cried... for i did not mean to hurt you and stuff.... and to myself... i remind that
"It takes forever to created a EVERYLASTING friendship... BUT it only takes a SECOND to break one.."
Alot i would want to spologize.. like not being there as a friend and stuff... i think you that... i'm sorry...
And please forgive me..
Irsyad TMN.